I’m a mess… I’m angry, frustrated… I think this is mostly because of what’s happening to my brother…
I snap for no reason… I end up hurting people I love. What the hell is wrong with me??
I usually am a strong person who, most of the time, has his emotions under control. But lately, I haven’t been able to keep them in check. Yesterday I snapped at 2 members of me family… I snapped for insignificant reasons.
I snapped at my little bro just because he asked me not to do something. I’m a fucking asshole.
In my workplace, a coworker told me that for the last few weeks I haven’t been myself. I’ve been “more aggressive” than usual.
Am I suffering of some kind of depression? If I’m depressed, then it must be some kind of “depressive anger” if such thing exists.
I have no interest of doing anything. I feel like I have no energy, nor the desire, of getting out of the hole I seem to have fallen into, stand up and keep going. I just want to be left alone. These do seem to be symptoms of depression. Fuck depression!
I know… I know I have to do something about this. I don’t know how long will it take me to regain my composure, though…
What a mess…
Like I said on the forum, there are a lot of things going on with me right now and that’s why I haven’t been able to post anything. One of those things is that I’ll have to move out from me apartment, and apartment hunting takes a lot of time.
It’s been quite stressful for me the last few weeks and having to move out doesn’t help…
I feel exhausted, drained…
It’s been so stressful that I’ve been thinking on taking up smoking again… but it’s been a year since I last smoked so… I won’t do it. I’ve been drinking, though, which is not good either… and although is not every day, still I better be careful because I don’t want to become an alcoholic…
*sigh*
Hopefully, things will get better soon.
What part of Keep Clear people don’t understand? Seriously, one of the things that really bothers me is when people don’t pay attention to this signs(?) and block the fraking intersection.
Do they think that by advancing a few more feet, and blocking the intersection, they will get faster to their destination? Why can’t they have the common courtesy to not block others who are trying to turn left or get to the other side of the street, and let them through? It won’t take them more that 20 fraking seconds to do it…
What the hell, man?
Just wanted to let you know that the forum I talked about before is up and running. Feel free to check it out!
A little about the project
The forum is being offered as an alternative to the Off Topic forum at wordpress.com, so if you have a wp.com blog, or even a self hosted wordpress blog, you’re welcome to join.
As a member of these forums you’ll be able to plug your blog, post about your recent blog post, rant, interact with other community members and… have fun!
If you have the CSS upgrade and have questions on how to do certain things, the forums have a section where you can post such questions.
This project won’t be successful without your help, so if you have friends who you think would like to join, invite them to register. Spread the word!
Acknowledgment
I’d like to thank Sulz for helping me proofread the Forum Rules. So, thank you! 
I’m kinda buzzed… I’ve been drinking one of the best rums in the world. I’ll write a post about the rum, later… not today, but later.
Well, this post is not to let you guys know I’m buzzed, but to promote my email encoder and email image generator. This application will help you encode your email address and/or generate an image file of your email address so that it won’t be harvested by email bots and/or spammers.
Check it out, and if you have any suggestions, let me know 
Best!
April 18, 2008 – 10:10 am
I found this cool site where you can upload your photos and their software will create a slide show video of ‘em.
I scanned some photos of my trip to Russia, uploaded them and well… here’s the result:
I think it looks pretty cool.
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April 17, 2008 – 11:44 am
Today I’m posting the second part of the “Playlist: Music I like” project (can I call it project?). This time is about the Argentine rock band: Soda Stereo. I like all their songs, but in the following list, I’ve compiled 25 songs that I like the most. Read More »
